Pieces of Me

Yea.. It didn't turn out to be my desired and planned christmas this year.. I've plan to go back to my home church, meet those people that missed me, caroling, christmas dinner, next day went to worship.. bla bla bla.. it all dissipated when the news of my grandfather had passed away reached me early morning, 9 days before 2009.
The normal Christmas


All of this do not happen out of sudden... It all started way back to 19th of Dec. I rushed back to Hospital Sultanah Aminah in JB for he had admitted to there after falling off from bicycle and got himself a major head injury.. It was already the 4th day and so nothing much by then...


And when all we thought we were gonna go back to visit him on the next weekend, he couldn't last till then.. He left us on maybe 23rd, and by the time i managed to pull myself from my hectic business, it was already the 2nd day.
The money they used.

For the money to reach them, we need to burn them...
We had to keep the fire burning for 3 days..

Before the day for cremation, we had a ceremony for them..
The Orchestra

My Grandpa's house, his car (with driver) and his bicycle (that caused his death)

After cremation, his bone ashes was located in a shrine nearby..
See the empty slot over there?.. that's is his throne..


Someone told me not to be so depressed, I'm pretty much ok by now.. he had to go, i won't stopped him..he might be having a good time wherever he is now.. so, as a proof, i took this photo.


And that's my christmas for this year.. pretty memorable..

Christmas isn’t Christmas
Till it happens in your heart

Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts

So give your heart to Jesus
You’ll discover when you do

That it’s Christmas, really Christmas for you!

Peace out..